You just gave birth and you wonder what happened in that room, or why the midwife said you needed to transfer.

You have been looking around for someone to hold space for all the feelings that this experience brought up without success. All you hear is ‘you and baby are ok’, ‘you have a healthy baby’.

You oscillate between sadness, guilt and rage. You keep re-running the film in your head telling yourself that maybe if you had said no at that moment, or if your husband would have seen how scared you were and said something…

You wonder if what you were told was true...

Was your baby really going to die without an induction or a c-section?

Did you really need that shot in your thigh after birth?

And then comes the thought of maybe one day having another baby and thinking that if your body ‘failed you’ once, how will you ever do this again?

What if you could have someone devoted to holding space for your full story? A space where you could express fully all the emotions you have been containing since baby arrived?

Someone who could help you make sense of what happened. So you could finally feel more grounded and at peace.